{"id":47,"date":"2007-04-18T12:31:42","date_gmt":"2007-04-18T17:31:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ngc2632.com\/blog\/?p=47"},"modified":"2007-04-18T12:31:42","modified_gmt":"2007-04-18T17:31:42","slug":"trigger","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/xal.li\/eri\/everything\/trigger\/","title":{"rendered":"Trigger"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Here&#8217;s the only comment I&#8217;ll make regarding Virginia Tech-style shootings.<\/p>\n<p>If I ever decide to start killing people, you know, not in any &#8220;light-hearted, I&#8217;m not too serious about it, maybe just one or two until I get it out of my system&#8221; kind of way, but in an &#8220;I fully intend to get the high score, just you watch&#8221; kind of way, which of you will say, &#8220;Man, I saw that coming!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Which of you will say, &#8220;He gave us all the warning signs,&#8221; and then post (without any regard to copyright, I might add) segments of some of the more disturbed speculation and fiction I&#8217;ve written. Who will say, &#8220;He was quiet. Private. Socially awkward, sometimes. I got the impression there was a lot of pent-up anger in there. Very strange sense of humor.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Who&#8217;s going to say, &#8220;Yeah, he was smart. <i>Unabomber<\/i> smart. Half the time I couldn&#8217;t understand a thing he was saying.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Who&#8217;s going to say, &#8220;I&#8217;m sure he was on antidepressants. Stuff that numbs you to the horror of stuff you see and might do.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Who&#8217;s going to say, &#8220;I know he owned a gun and knew how to use it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Whoever you are, make sure I know your address. Gotta start somewhere.<\/p>\n<p>The brain is a complicated organ. There&#8217;s no bullet-proof (heh) formula that&#8217;ll tell you for sure which way someone&#8217;s going to jump. If you start thinking there <i>is<\/i> a formula, then there&#8217;s no choice but to start limiting people&#8217;s freedoms and invading their privacy. Everyone with an IQ over 140 will have their phones tapped and e-mail monitored. You won&#8217;t be allowed to carry a gun regardless of how rough the walk home from the train station is at 2 in the morning, when you come off shift. You studied enough science to know better than to pee in a toilet you just bleached? Register your head with the local constabulatory and be prepared to get a note from your pre-probationary officer before running to the grocery store that says you can buy one bottle of Soft Scrub&#151;but <i>only<\/i> one. A <i>small<\/i> one. Less than three ounces. Writes disturbing fiction? Just go ahead and lock &#8217;em up.<\/p>\n<p>If we know who these people might be <i>before<\/i> they &#8220;snap&#8221;, what will we do with our &#8220;pre-crime&#8221; suspects? What kind of special treatment will they get? Will they get extra head once a week to help them relax a bit? Mandatory medication? Therapy? Honorable mention on the No Fly List? Requirement to go door-to-door when they move into a new neighborhood? Free room and board in a concentration camp?<\/p>\n<p>Wow. If that&#8217;s all I need in order to get state-subsidized health care, sign me up.<\/p>\n<p>What these people need <i>before<\/i> they go apeshit is the same thing we all need. Respect. A fair shake. Access to necessary healthcare. Kindness from friends and the occasional stranger. A little hope. An explanation and maybe an apology. That&#8217;s what we <i>all<\/i> need.<\/p>\n<p>Because with enough frustration with how things are going, with enough stress, with enough <i>certainty<\/i> that we&#8217;re fucked &#8230; that&#8217;s <i>every single one of us<\/i> with the finger on the trigger.<\/p>\n<p>Done now.<\/p>\n<p>[*]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Here&#8217;s the only comment I&#8217;ll make regarding Virginia Tech-style shootings. 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